36th Heavenly Birthday

Hello dear friends and supporters.

Had some technical difficulties and could not blog at all since January, but help arrived in the form of an incredible and very talented Patriot and we are back up and running. Thank you dear friend.

Let me take you back to January 22, 2018, the day that would have been Dominic’s 36th birthday.

I usually still bake a small double chocolate german chocolate cake (he was a chocoholic) and get some candles and balloons. There is no real joy in doing so anymore, but it keeps me busy and I know Dominic is drooling in heaven over his favorite cake.

Since we moved away from California, I can’t meet up with his buddies and meet up for a Dominic birthday party dinner and drinks. But they send me pictures of their celebration of their best friends birthday and I get to be a part of it. He’s never forgotten.

During the day, the darkness creeps into my heart and soul and I get reminded of previous fun birthdays with him and plenty of friends and gifts, drinks and food. I have to deal with the fact that he is FOREVER 30 now.

What would he do today? Where would he be? Would he have his own little family and a few kids by now or would he still be a bachelor? Would he be the helicopter pilot for the Police Department he aimed to become or still a Motorcycle Cop that he was studying for?

No answers to those question except having to face the brutal reality that we have to forever, celebrate his birthday without him.

Happy 36th heavenly birthday my sweet son….

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